fuck fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!XO i cant believe i fuckin did that! GGGAAAAAH!!!




ehem....sorry about the burst of ...well...yeah...

ok so im a fuckin idiot. i've been telling my parents that i've been raising my grades for a while now... i have been! so dont get me wrong...but god damn! i guess it didnt fuckin work in two of my fuckin classes! i try to do well on tests...i never fail the tests ok?...but the fuckin homework! i never fuckin get a good grade on the fuckin homework! (if i do it that is..) but seriously... now i have to get 100% on my history final to get a C....and english?....huh...well.... let me just say that grade's goose is cooked. T_T.... im a poet and occasionally an auther of acouple of short stroies... im great when it comes to essays too....everthing about english i find so easy... but i dont fuckin get it. if its so damn easy for me...why the fuck am i failing it?....god....... the only reason why im trippin balls is cuz i lied to my parents...kinda.... they assume im gonna get a passing grade...but not this time... i've been like this sinse fuckin 5th grade....
and each time my parents find out about my grades... there's a different response.... none of which i enjoy....-_-*.....and now im afraid of whats coming in my near future....sigh.........................



...im stuck for now....